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What Greek God Are You?
08.04.05 (1:55 am)   [edit]


Aphrodite/Eros


What kind of Greek God are You?


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Countess

 
What Wise Quote Fits You?
06.22.05 (5:35 pm)   [edit]


Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people, they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.


You try to look beyond apperance, try to give people second chances and are probably very kind.
Understanding is your biggest personality trait, and thoose you can see through should be grateful. If they aren't already. You detest narrow minded people, because they can't see what's really there. Facades is not your thing and you strive to always be who you really are.


What wise quote fits you?

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Those are my results above. What did you get on the quiz?!
Leave a comment and let me know!


Countess

 
Downloads NEW at Gothic Souls!!
06.18.05 (11:24 am)   [edit]

Come take a look at Gothic Souls.
Join the community and get involved!


Meet new friends and Download all the Cool things avalilable to Members Only!

Gothic Souls

Come Explore your dark side, and meet other Gothic Souls today!

Countess

 
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
05.17.05 (11:42 am)   [edit]


You like the ones that understand you.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
(CUTE anime pics) 

Click Here to find out


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Countess

 
What Kind of Kiss Are You??
05.17.05 (9:37 am)   [edit]


You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he is dreaming.  Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you? Click here and find out


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How Am I Going To Die?
05.10.05 (3:31 am)   [edit]

Disembowling



O' what a rash and bloody deed this is!


How am I going to die


Quizalla


This is a quiz I took. Those are my results. Have fun!

Countess



 

 
Gothic Souls Community and Forums
04.30.05 (8:29 am)   [edit]

I now have a Gothic Community called Gothic Souls! It had Add-a-link, Downloads, Forums, Member Journals, and much more!!


Come take a look at what is NEW at Gothic At Heart!
It is Gothic Souls!


Come join Gothic Souls! Explore your darker side and show us your Gothic Soul! click on link below.



Thanks for coming to Gothic At Heart.
Countess

 
Chapter 17 of my novel Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers is finished!!
03.28.05 (8:46 pm)   [edit]

I have finished writing Chapter 17 of Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers. It is now up on my site with the rest of the chapters.

Here is a link to read all the chapters.
"Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers"


Let me know what you think.

Countess

 
Happy Easter!!
03.27.05 (8:58 am)   [edit]

I wanted to wish all of you a Happy Easter!
Here is an Easter Card that I made for you all.

Click here for Easter Card!
I hope you all have a great Easter!

Have a Great Day!
Countess

 
Excerpts of Chapters from Gargoyle Novel
03.27.05 (8:44 am)   [edit]

I have added Excerpts of the chapters of the "Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers" to a seperate blog. You can read the Excerpts to see if you would be interested in reading more. I also have the link to the page with all the chapter pages.


Click link below to Read Excerpts
of Chapters from my Novel:
"Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers"

Let me know what you think of the Novel!

Countess

 
Gargoyle story Chap 16 Finished!
03.23.05 (7:27 am)   [edit]

Hi Everyone,


I just spend all night writing Chapter 16 of
"Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers"!


I wrote 2,649 words in chapter 16! lol I had a hard time coming to a stopping point!


I have also changed the main Story page for this story.
I now have the full version of the story on my site!


I did put links to Edited versions of chapters 2 & 4. I cut out the adult parts and made pages for the people who choose not to read the adult verisons. The pages that are on my site now is the adult version with links to Edited versions for those who choose to read them.


I think the story is much better reading it in the adult version. It makes the story much more realistic in the relationship of the woman and Gargoyle.


Here is the link
Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers


I hope you enjoy the story!


Countess

 
Gothic, Vampire & Horror Avatars!!
03.01.05 (3:20 pm)   [edit]

I have just added a page of Vampire Avat ars, and one of Horror Avatars, and of of Gothic Avatars to [url =http://gothicatheart.ethh.net...] Gothic At Heart!![/url]

If you like to use Avatars for message boards, and Forums, then check these out!


Click on the words Gothic At Heart above to enter the site! Or click on the link on the side bar!


Thank You for stopping by! Leave me a message and tell me what you think of the NEW Avatars!

Countess

 
Avatars!!
02.25.05 (8:11 pm)   [edit]

Last night I made 30 Avatars! I just finished adding all of them to a new Avatars page! Take a look at what I have done. They all are 100 x 100 each. I hope you like them.


Good Night!
Countess
 
Vampire Graphics 2 !!!
02.08.05 (8:07 am)   [edit]

I have just added a second page of Vampire Graphics to Gothic At Heart!!
I will add more pages tomorrow!
Thanks for stopping by!

Countess

 
Vampire Graphics!!!
02.08.05 (3:39 am)   [edit]

I now have Vampire Graphics at my Gothic At Heart site. I will be adding more Vampire Graphic pages in the next few days.

I hope you like what I have found for you all!

Have a Bloody Great Day!

Countess
 
Gothic and Horror Graphics
01.17.05 (7:24 pm)   [edit]

I have made some changes to the Gothic and Horror Graphics. I moved some of the images to new pages so that that pages would load faster. Now there are only 20 images per page.


I am wanting to get a Forum started for all of you who are Gothic At Heart! I would like to get to know all the people who visit my site. Thanks so much for all your support!


Have a Great Night!


Countess

 
Happy New Year!!
01.01.05 (4:11 pm)   [edit]

I hope all of you have a very Happy New Year in 2005!!


Have a Great Day!



Countess

 
I am a Winner in the 2004 NaNoWriMo contest!
12.13.04 (8:50 pm)   [edit]

You can see by the image of the bird with the novel that I won the NaNoWriMo contest. You can click on that image and it will show you my profile for the contest (my real picture) hehehe and an excerpt of my novel that you can read. I am not going to put this novel on-line because I am hopeing someday to be able to get it published. I found out that once you have it online most publishers will not publish it as a book. So I am trying to protect my work by not putting it online. I still have the first story "The Birth of a Vampire" that comes before the novel "Vampire Child" online for you to read. Someday I hope to re-write the story and make it into a novel also. Then maybe I will write a third novel and make it a trilogy. I still have a lot of editing to do on the novel now that I just wrote. I am taking a brake from writing for the month of December and might start back up in January some. I will try not to write so much that I neglect my sites and blogs. Thanks for your patience.


Have a Bloody Great Day!
Countess

 
I joined a Writing Contest!!
11.01.04 (12:01 pm)   [edit]

I am putting aside my story "Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers" for the month of November.


I joined a writing contest for the Month of November.
We are supposed to start writing a novel from scratch on November 1st!
The goal is to have the novel finished with 50,000 words or more by November 30th. I am going to put all my energies into writing for this month. I will not be adding anything to my site or writing any more of the Gargoyle story in the month of November. At least I shouldn't if I want to complete this challenge! I have never written a novel before. I have only written the story that is on my site "Gothic At Heart" that is called "The Birth of a Vampire". I will be trying to write a seqel to that story. I know the story I wrote isn't a novel, but maybe some day I will add more to it, and make it a novel.


I do have the 15 chapters of the Gargoyle story that you can read. I found quite a few mistakes off-line in the story, but will have to wait until December to fix them.


I will answer any e-mails that are sent to me, and make any awards that people apply for when I am done with this project, NEXT month.


If you like to write and are interested in the contest then click on the link below.

National Novel Writing Month


If you would like to keep up with my progress in the contest you can check in on me from my blog I made to keep track of how I am doing each day. Then click on the link below to see the blog.

"Speed Writing My First Novel"


Have a Great November!
Countess

 
Chapter 15 is finished and up on the Story page!
10.24.04 (12:50 pm)   [edit]

I finally got chapter 15 of "Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers" finished!
I have added it to both the Edited and Un-Edited Story pages. Of course if you don't have the Un-Edited verison of the story and are over 16 you still have to ask me for the url. Just fill out the form on the Edited Story page and I will send it to you.


Have fun reading! I am going to start on chapter 16 in the morning.


Have a Bloody good Night!


Countess

 
Dark Poetry! Come See!
10.19.04 (5:23 pm)   [edit]

I have some Dark Poetry that I have posted on my site. I might have something NEW for you to see. During a thunder storm I wrote a new poem. I will add it soon to my site. For now it is on my new Writing Blog called "The Window to my Soul". The link is on the side bar here in this Blog. 


come back again soon.
Thanks Countess
 
Gargoyle Story added to Gothic At Heart Site!
10.15.04 (2:37 am)   [edit]

I finally decided to add the Edited version of my story to my site Gothic At Heart. Even though I am not finished with the story, I thought some people might like to read along as I write the story. Just click on the Gothic At Heart link on the left side bar, then on the main page click on the Gargoyle Story button.
So far I have 11 chapters written of the story. Make sure to Re-load the main Story page so you can get the updates with the new chapters added. Some browsers automaticly see the new updated pages, and some don't.


Please let me know what you think if you read the story.
Countess

 
Note About My Gargoyle Story
10.07.04 (2:18 pm)   [edit]

I am still writing the story. At this moment I have 11 chapters to the Gargoyle story finished and ready to read. If you are interested in reading the story as I write each chapter please e-mail me. I will send you the page that has the chapters on it that I have written so far. Then you can read each chapter as I finish it and post it on that page. If you are under 16 please let me know. I have an edited version for my younger readers.  If you want to read the first part of the story, it is in the blog post below. I will edit this message and tell you how many chapters I have finished.

I also have a completely written Vampire Story called "The Birth of a Vampire" that you can read from
my site "Gothic At Heart". The link is on  the side bar.

Have Fun Reading!
Countess

 
Preview of my Gargoyle story I'm writing
10.04.04 (1:25 pm)   [edit]

Gargoyle Clan of the Gatekeepers


    In the deep woods of Sardis, Arkanas lives a woman named Jade. She is about 5feet 8inches & 140 lbs, and has dark brown hair that is almost black, with brown eyes to match. She lives alone with only her cat to keep her company. 






    On the first day of October, 2004, Jade awoke from a deep sleep, with an urge to go for a long walk in the crisp morning air. Jade liked to go for walks in the woods as often as she could. On this morning as Jade was walking on the path she normally took through the woods, she saw out of the corner of her eye a small path off to the side of the road that she had never noticed before. She was curious as to where this path went, and since she had time to explore that morning, she turned down the unknown path that would change her life forever.
    This new path that Jade took was much narrower that the paths she usually took. It looked as if it hadn't been used in a long time. Grass and weeds were grown up almost covering most of the path. Jade had been walking down this path for 15 minutes when she came across something very unusual. It looked like two twin stone pillars that were side by side and 4 feet apart. As Jade got closer she noticed that something was carved on them. She tore the vines off one pillar so she could see the carving better. It was a Gargoyle that looked as if it was guarding something. Jade had always loved the Gargoyles in buildings and artwork she had seen. She reached out and touched the face of the Gargoyle.





    Instantly she was in darkness and felt as if she were falling. Only seconds later she landed on a steep hill and rolled down it head over feet. After what seemed an eternity to Jade she stopped rolling when she hit something. She was very disoriented and hurting all over, as she looked up to see where she was. Staring down at her with his knife drawn was a real live Gargoyle!





    As soon as Jade hit the ground in front of his feet Rastin drew his knife out of a defensive reflex. Because Rastin drew his knife the rest of the hunters did too. They were all surrounding Jade with their knifes pointing at her.
"What is your name?", Rastin asked.

Jade crawled backwards away from the knives that were pointed at her. Jade was still stunned by all that had just happened to her and did not understand what the Gargoyle had said. She said weakly,

"I can't understand you".






    Slasher one of the other hunters quickly bent and put his knife to her throat and said,

"Why are you here in our territory? This forest is forbidden to humans"!

Rastin pulled Slasher back as he lowered his own knife. Rastin realized that the woman had come through the Gate that was up on the hill. Slasher should have known that too, but his hate of humans was so strong that it made him not think clearly when close to a human.

"All of you put away your weapons, NOW", Rastin commanded of his hunters as he sheathed his own knife.

Rastin reached out and touched the woman's arm. She tried to pull away but he had a firm hold of her. Rastin was using some of the magic he as the Clan leader had for trading purposes with those who didn't speak his language. With his touch and a little concentration He magically gave the woman his full language. He let go of her arm and again asked,

"What is your name?"

Now able to understand the question the woman answered,

"My name is Jade."

Rastin reached out his hand to help Jade in standing up. As he did so he said,

"Hello Jade, I am Rastin leader of the Clan of the Gatekeepers." Rastin helped steady Jade on her feet and supported her with his arm.

"I am sorry for drawing my weapon on you. Your sudden arrival at my feet just startled me a bit. I am afraid my hunters are so used to following my lead that they drew their weapons on you just because I did. Please, don't be frightened. Slasher has a great hatred of Humans, most Gargoyles do. On this world Humans are the enemies of Gargoyles". Rastin explained.

Rastin helped Jade over to a big rock so she could sit down. Slasher was mad that Rastin was being so nice to the Human so getting in Rastin's face he said,

"Rastin why are you being so nice to her? She is a human and deserves to die"!

"Why do you think she deserves to die?
Just because she happens to be human?
Or because she has done something to you that deserves death?" Rastin exclaimed.

Slasher scowled at Rastin and said hatefully,

"She deserves to die because she is a Human!"


"Slasher, THIS Human is NOT our enemy!" Rastin exclaimed.


How can I get Slasher, such a hateful Gargoyle to come to his senses

about this Human! Rastin thought.


"This human came through the Gate from another world. She has not been hunting us like the Humans of this world do. Why can't you just let her be? She has done nothing to you!"


Slasher put his fist in Rastin's face, but did not hit him. Instead he just said in a very hateful tone,


"You will be sorry you ever helped this Human!" Then he huffed off in the direction the hunters were going before Jade came through the Gate. The other hunters followed him.





   

Rastin stayed by Jade knowing she was very weak, and vulnerable. He felt protective of Jade and didn't want to see any harm come to her from any dangers that she may face.


"Where am I, and how did I get here?" asked Jade.


Rastin smiled at her, pointing up at the Gate on the steep hill and said,


"See that arch on the top of that hill?"


Jade nodded as Rastin continued.


"That is what we call a Gate. It is a magical doorway between alternate realities. This is still Earth, but it is a different reality than yours is. You came through that Gate when you somehow triggered a Gate in your world."

Knowing what he had to say next would be very hard for Jade to listen to, Rastin placed his hand on Jade's shoulder, to try and comfort her as he continued talking.


"Unfortunately as far as we know it is a one way trip. None alive knows where we would end up if we tried to go through the Gate. I am sorry, but you can't go back to your world. You might end up somewhere much worse than here, if you tried to go back through the Gate." Rastin explained sadly.


Jade hung her head and cried. The salt from her tears burned her cheeks where she had scrapes and cuts from her fall down the hill. It was a painful reminder that this was really happening to her.


She thought back to all her family at home. How could she live without her family? She was very close to her Mother, Sister and Grandparents. Jade had lived next door to her Grandparents for the past two years and close by to most of her Aunts and Uncles and cousins.
Jade couldn't believe that there was no way to go back home. That she would never see her family again was too much for her to bear alone. Jade leaned into Rastin and he wrapped his arms around her as she cried on his chest. When Jade had cried herself out she lifted her head up to look into Rastin's eyes as she said,


"Thank you Rastin, for being here for me even though you don't know me. You said that most Gargoyles hate humans, and yet you didn't act like you did. You could have just left me here, and gone on with the rest of your group, but you didn't. Thanks!"


Rastin gently wiped away the tears on Jade's face and smiled down at her as he said,


"You are very welcome".


He didn't understand why he felt no hatred or loathing to this human. He felt protectiveness towards her and sadness that she wouldn't see her family again.

Like most Gargoyles he had been raised to fear and hate all Humans. Gargoyles were hunted down and killed by Humans for sport. Yet this human woman did not fear him, nor intend him harm. She seemed to trust Rastin enough to allow herself to be held and comforted by him. These were new feelings for Rastin. For Gargoyles were not generally affectionate at all to each other. Even children didn't get much if any affection from their parents.

Jade without knowing it was mind-sending her sadness, trust, and whatever emotions she was feeling to Rastin. He didn't know that, that was why he was feeling this way towards her.
As Rastin looked down at Jade he really looked at her, and saw all the cuts and scrapes on her face and arms. He walked over to his horse and opened up his saddle bag. He got out a skin of water, with a rag and took it over to where Jade sat,

Rastin sat down next to Jade, then poured some water on the rag and gently washed the dirt out of Jade's wounds. Luckily none of the cuts were very deep, and should heal up ok. Rastin is not a healer like his Sister Serina, yet he had learned a few tips from her incase anyone of his hunters or himself got injured during a hunting trip.

Rastin decided that he would take Jade with him to wherever they camped for the night. He knew the others wouldn't like it, but he just couldn't leave Jade here alone, hurt and defenseless. He was the leader of the Clan so the other hunters could complain all they wanted, but what Rastin said would be obeyed even if it was grudgingly.

"Jade, I don't want to leave you here alone. I also know that if I take you with me the other hunters will really not like it, and will probably be hateful to you." Rastin explained.

"I want to take you to where we camp for the night. I will protect you from the others. Do you want to come with me?" Rastin asked.


Jade looked up into Rastin's eyes and smiled warmly. She reached up and touched the left side of his face as she said,

"I would be honored to have your protection. Thank you."

Rastin smiled back at her, glad that she was willing to go with him, even though it would probably cause trouble.






 This is just the very beginning of the story. I will post the full story when it is done on my web site Gothic At Heart. I will post in here to let you know when the full story is ready. Leave me a message and let me know what you think of this much of the story. I would really appreciate your imput. Thanks. Have a Great Day!


Countess
 
Gothic E-Cards are Here!
10.03.04 (2:46 am)   [edit]

 
Gothic At Heart now has Gothic E-Cards!!
Go check out the new Gothic E-Cards I have for you to send to your friends and family. Let me know what you think of them.
Thank You stopping by my blog.

Countess
 



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