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I'm Starting a NEW Gothic & Horror site!
08.30.04 (1:32 am)   [edit]

Tonight I have started building a NEW site that will have mostly have Got hic & Horror themes and graphics. I got my site at Eviltool.com

Grimpuppy recommended it to me. I was having problems with horrorseek. I can no longer make any folders to put more images in or pages in horrorseek. Horrorseek will not answer my e-mails to help fix the problem. 

So this will be good to have the Eviltool site. It will be seperate from Haunted Mansion  ;and yet linked to Haunted Mansion.

I couldn't help it. The site will be called
Gothic At Heart! lol I really like that name and wanted to do more Gothic stuff so the name fits. This blog will be for both Haunted Mansion and Gothic At Heart updates. If any of you have any ideas of things I can do for a Gothic, Horror site please add your comments here! Even if it is just one sentence.

I am up tonight working on the new site.

the url to the Gothic At Heart site will be


Have a Bloody great Night!

 

Countess


 

This font is called BONES

can you tell? lol
 
Thank You Friends!
08.27.04 (10:15 pm)   [edit]
I wanted to tell all of you thank you for posting comments on my blog!
I am always thrilled to get comments on the posts I make. even if it is short, I greatly appreciate it!




Have a Great weekend!

Countess
 
Update On Emoticons!
08.26.04 (5:00 pm)   [edit]

I have made some new emoticons today! I added a new row to the Emoticon page. I want your input. Should I call them smileys or emoticons,
or what? They don't smile, some show their emotions, but some are creatures and Horror, Halloween, Gothic images. I am not liking the name. I need help thinking of a good name for this page of Gothic, Horror, & Halloween Emoticons/Smileys.
 
    Skeleton       


The skeleton took forever to draw. I did a lot of little details on it. When I tried to resize it to this size for some reason the black outline would disappear. I have NO idea why it did that. Finally I got it to this small size. It isn't as small as most emoticons, but I wanted you to still be able to tell that I made ribs, eyes & a mouth as well as the arms and legs and feet. At one point I even made fingers and toes! Then the outline got erased so I didn't want to go through all that work and have it erased again. I was up all night working on these since I had slept all day yesterday.


If anyone knows how I can offer these for others to download in a way that can be used in a messenger, message board, Forum, etc... Please post the message here. I would like to make it easier on others to use theses, Plus I would like to know how to use these myself other than just posting the individual url of one emoticon in a Forum or Tag Board.
Thanks for listening.


I like to draw detailed things so I make a lot more work for myself.lol
I would like some ideas from my friends on kinds of Gothic, Horror & Halloween emoticons - smileys for me to make.
What would YOU like to see me make for you to use? Post your requests here! Or on my Tag Board. You have more room to write in the comments section here than in the Tag Board. Or you can e-mail me. My e-mail address is in my site Haunted Mansion's Site Map.


Here is the link to the Gothic, Horror Smiley page.
http://fontaholicfonts.250free.com/Images/Smileys/Gothic HorrorSmileys.html" title="http://fontaholicfonts.250free.com/Images/Smileys/Gothic HorrorSmileys.html" target="_blank"http://fontaholicfonts.250fre...


Thanks for stopping by my blog!


Countess


PS. I have been writing my blog entries in my e-mail with my favorite fonts then copy, and pasting them into the add a blog box. That is how I am using these fonts here when tblog does not offer them.


http://www.destinyfonts.com/F-1/D/DiamondGothic.ttf" title="http://www.destinyfonts.com/F-1/D/DiamondGothic.ttf" target="_blank"http://www.destinyfonts.com/F...

 
Gothic, Horror, & Halloween Smileys
08.22.04 (9:46 am)   [edit]

I have been busy making smileys! Not your normal everyday happy smileys, NO. I have been making Gothic,  Horror, and Halloween Smileys!

I have made each one pixel by pixel myself. So please do not put these in ANY collection!
Feel free to use them in your Instant Messanger (if you know how to install them, I don't) lol Use them in your e-mails, Forums, Message Boards etc...

Make sure to upload them to your PC, seperate from your other smiley collections, so you don't get them mixed in with others you might have on a collections page.   Please put a link to Haunted Mansion if you add them to a forum or Message Board! Later when my smileys page is bigger it would be ok to just link to the smiley's page.

I plan on making many many more. If you are a fan of smileys and like the Gothic, Horror or Halloween ones the best then come back to my smileys page often!

Here are a few of my favorites, and the url to the Smileys page.

Gothic, Horror & Halloween Smileys by Countess.


            


       


Gothic, Horror, & Halloween Smileys by: Countess
click where it says LINK below.


http://fontaholicfonts.250free.com/Images/Smileys/Gothic HorrorSmileys.html" title="http://fontaholicfonts.250free.com/Images/Smileys/Gothic HorrorSmileys.html" target="_blank"http://fontaholicfonts.250fre...


I hope you all of enjoy these.
Have A Bloody Good Day!

Countess

 
Are Sasquatch (bigfoot) Real?
08.20.04 (12:11 pm)   [edit]



Yesterday I saw the Gorilla (what I thought was a Sasquatch or Bigfoot)

from the movie Sling Blade. It was in a vacuum cleaner store in Benton Arkansas. I was on an errand with my Grandma at the time. The Gorilla was in the store. It can be plugged into the wall so it will move it's arms.

When the movie Sling Blade was being filmed, that Gorilla in front of the old location of the vacuum cleaner store was also filmed. When I was there I told the owner of the store that I liked the Sasquatch. That is another name for Bigfoot. I think Bigfoot is a nickname of the Sasquatch. Anyway, when I told the owner that I liked the Sasquatch he

didn't know what I meant at first.lol

He said that was the first time anyone had called the Gorilla a

Sasquatch. I know a LOT about Gorillas and it did NOT look like a Gorilla at all to me.

Then he told me the story about it being in the movie Sling Blade and how it is famous.

 

I use the name Sasquatch instead of Bigfoot. I think that it is totally possible that there is some creature that is very elusive and hides from humans, that just might be a descendent of apes.

 

I belive in Creation, but I also belive in a type of evolution.

Everything evolves with time very slowly adapting to the new environment

and habitat that it has to live in. If a species of plant or animal can

NOT adapt it dies out. If it can adapt that is evolution.

 

Now I don't belive in the Big Bang theory, that we just happened out of

nothing. I do belive God created the Universe and everything in it. Plus

many other Universe's and Galaxies that we can't see. Then after

everything was created over time plants and animals adapted

( evolved ) or died out, to make way for the animals that did adapt. I

belive that maybe humans in some way evolved also. Not as extremely as

the books say, but humans have spread out over the world and adapted and

changed according to the climate and environment. Different races of

humans have different shapes of skulls and bone structure.

 

I think that maybe the Sasquatch is another ancient breed of ape that

has adapted to this environment & is even more intelligent that the

other apes. I don't think it is a missing link to humans.

It is a form of ape. That is just my opinion. I tend belive some things

that to most people are outrageous. To me it makes sense. If you have

any comments about this subject please post it here.

 


Have A Bloody Good Night!

Countess

 
Just a Note for now
08.20.04 (3:37 am)   [edit]
I wanted you all to know that I wrote the poem "Sorrow's Pain" 2 years ago. I am not feeling quite like that now.

In case you missed my post on the tag board, I have made a NEW tag board for my site. I will keep this one just for Gothic At Heart and the other one will be just for Haunted Mansion. I have it placed on the Site Map.

I also figured out how to make the scroll bar different colors.

I had been alseep already and woke up with my stomach hurting. So I got up and took some peptobismal. It hurt too bad to go back to sleep so I stayed up until I felt better and was too tired to stay awake. Now I think I can go to sleep. My stomach still hurts some, but not as bad. I hope I don't have an ulser. I have been having problems with my stomach lately. If it continues I will have to go to the Dr. to make sure it is nothing serious.

I know this really wasn't any kind of topic that I decided on talking about. I just thought I would tell you all a few things before going back to bed.

Have a Bloody Good Night!

Countess
 
Sorrows Pain - A Dark Poem
08.18.04 (5:31 pm)   [edit]


 



 


I Have a sorrow in my heart

that will not go away or depart

 

When I try to define how I feel

I only start wondering what is real

 

I want to be happy and full of glee

but somehow a cloud hovers over me

 

If I were to name the sorrow it would be

depression of sorts you see

 

I have hobbies and things I like to do

It gives me a little joy to know this is true

 

I love my dear family with all my heart

I hope our lives will never part

 

but it is not enough to quench the pain

I wish I could wash it down the drain

 

I dont even know why the sorrow is there

sometimes I think how life is not fair

 

Why do I have to go thru this sorrow

can I switch with someone for tomorrow

 

do I have to be me my whole life through

or can I be for a day someone new

 

My days seem like a year

and my nights are filled with fear

 

For is this life all that it seems

or is it only in my dreams

 

Can I change what happens in my life

will I always have agony and strife

 

I want to be more th an i am right now

is there a chance that I will somehow

 

What can I do and what can I say

To make this sorrow go away

 

If somehow the pain will depart

then I will have a brand new start

 

By Countess

 

Have a Bloody Good Night

 
Goth or Gothic?
08.17.04 (9:29 pm)   [edit]

 :twisted: I just wrote a LONG Blog message and had just added the tag image. I decided to add some emoticons too. BIG mistake. It deleted everything I had just written. Now I don't know if I want to do it all over again. I will, but I just HATE that it was deleted. It was pretty good and now I don't think I can remember all I said. I will do the best I can, but now my thoughts are scattered.  I guess I learned a hard lesson. Put the emoticons in first if I am going to use them.


I haven't really known the difference between Gothic and Goth.
I have Always loved vampires, even people who dress in what I think is Gothic.
I have not really been exposed to real people that are Gothic or Goths.
I do consider myself Gothic at Heart, but my family would totally flip if I ever started really showing it a lot on the outside. If I was to purposefully buy clothes to look Gothic or Goth they would NOT understand.  I do wear black,red and purple. Those are the basic colors I wear. I don't know if those colors are gothic or if it is the style of clothes that makes it Goth or Gothic. I love all things Horror, Dark and Gothic. I have yet to really meet a Goth or Gothic person to know what the difference is, I would like to some time. As it is my Mom is worried about me. LOL She worries because of the mind set I
am in I guess. She has the impression that Gothic is very depressing and might be part of  what is causing my depression. I do not agree. I just this past week came to reaize that I was even depressed. I susspected I might be some, but not to the extent I am now. I belive the major part of it comes from lonliness. I am going to see about getting into a support group to help me deal with this lonliness. I sure didn't plan on talking about my depression in this post. I am sorry for getting off topic. My thoughts are kind of scattered right now.


I really like to look at Gothic web sites,they do
not depress me. I am on my PC most of the time and am drawn to Gothic, Dark, Horror & Halloween sites. Now I look for Blogs too.
The Dark and Gothic is very appealing to me. I saw on one web site he said that it costs money to really dress Gothic. I think it would be really cool to have my house at least partly Gothic. That costs money too so will probably still keep the same old drab ugly stuff I have. I am thankful I have it, or I wouldn't have anything, but sometimes I wish I had something that was MY choice for my house and not just given to me.
I don't have money and wear the same clothes that I did last summer. I am not ashamed of that. It just gets old after a while. lol  I get my clothes from a resale store called Savers. I see no reason to by brand new clothes when I can get so much more buying them used. Most times they are in pretty good condition too. Of course everything is black, red and purple. LOL
I haven't ever really just written down what I think about Gothic or Goth before. I have used most of this from an e-mail I sent someone today. Let me tell you a little about it.


Today I met someone from their web site Gothic-Iowegian who is Gothic. I was very happy to find the web site for it had a lot of information that helped me understand what Gothic really is. She sent me several e-mails and it really heleped me understand more. In the third e-mail I got 2 big supprises. She had sent me an award for my Blog! I have it on the left bar and it is linked back to Gothic-Iowegian. Please click on the award and you will be taken to a great Gothic site! There are some awesome Gothic Photography pictures also! I also recived an award for Haunted Mansion! I was very supprised for I didn't apply for these awards at all. I was just given them. To me this is the best kind of site awards, when they are given to you without application. I started doing that with some of my awards to sites that I really liked and wanted to let them know how much. I guess that is about it for now.


I would appreciate any comments or feedback anyone can give me about the Gothic world.
Keep in mind that my Blog is very new. So that is why I haven't posted much yet. I have only had it for three days now.lol :twisted:


Have A Bloody Good Night!


Countess


 
Update for Haunted Mansion
08.16.04 (3:48 pm)   [edit]

:twisted: I have added two pages to the Site Map in Haunted Mansion. I now have a Gothic Cartoon Dolls page. It has adoptable Gothic dolls that I have made just for you to adopt.



Click where it says Link to see the Gothic Dolls page.


http://fast.horrorseek.com/halloween/fangs/Gothi cDolls.html" title="http://fast.horrorseek.com/halloween/fangs/Gothi cDolls.html" target="_blank"http://fast.horrorseek.com/ha...


The second page that I made and added to the Site Map is Halloween Cartoon Dolls. There are a few Gothic dolls on this page along with the Halloween Dolls. I kept a few of the Gothic Dolls on  this page since they looked like they were also Halloween as well as Gothic.



Click where it says link to see the Halloween Dolls page.


http://fast.horrorseek.com/halloween/fangs/Hallo weenDolls.html" title="http://fast.horrorseek.com/halloween/fangs/Hallo weenDolls.html" target="_blank"http://fast.horrorseek.com/ha...


That is all I have added for today. It did take me most of the day to make both pages. lol I had already had all the dolls made ahead of time. I will try to make more Halloween dolls and add them to the page between now and Halloween.


Let me know what else you would like to see at Haunted Mansion. If if it is something I can do I will add it just for you!


Please leave me a message in as a blog message or in my shout box on the left side of the Blog.


Thanks for stopping by Gothic At Heart. Come back again soon.


Have A Bloody Good Night! :twisted:


 
Welcome to Gothic At Heart
08.15.04 (2:47 am)   [edit]

:twisted: This is my very first blog I have ever made. I am posting the first post right now. I am kind of new as to even know what to say.


I am Countess, Web Mistress of Haunted Mansion. You will find a few links to my site on the bar on the left. Take a look at my site and roam around. Post on my Tag Board or leave me a message in my Guest Book. Most of all Just enjoy yourself. I would love to hear any comments on how you think I can make Haunted Mansion better for you!


I will be adding Update journal entries here whenever I update anything on Haunted Mansion. I will try to look at other Blogs to get more of a feel of what kind of content should even be in a Blog.  :lol:


Please come back again soon To Gothic At Heart to see what NEW content I have added. Thanks for stopping by. I hope to see you again soon. :twisted:


 



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