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New Poem I wrote
09.26.04 (5:26 pm)   [edit]

 


Immortality's Curse

 

   As I walk down this dark pathway,
seeking out my mortal prey.
   
I think upon how things have changed,
since my day turned into forever night.

   Forever am I haunted by the silent screams, I see in each humans eyes.
  
As I suck the life giving blood from their vein s I absorb within my mind,
   Their life experiences, emotions, hopes & dreams, the essence of who they are.

   Each time I walk among the humans,
I wander ever so close to danger's face,
  
For there is one who hunts me endlessly,
Forever trying to catch me off guard and unaware.

   He is forever mine enemy throughout the centuries.
   He carries a wooden stake in hand to plunge within my heart.
   
A slayer who's sole purpose in life is to kill those of my kind,
   He is always seeking my trail looking for my lair.

   I long for that witch I cannot have,
the sun upon my face.
   
Forever it seeks my death,
if I give into its embrace.

   I am an immortal being for my time here on earth,
   As wonderful as that may be to some,
For me it is a curse,
   
For I cannot love nor have it returned,
alone I shall ever be.

   For what good is immortality,
if there is not one to share it with.
   
With all the centuries I have seen,
not one loving touch has caressed my face.

   I walk alone down this dark path staying in the shadows. slaying humans so I can survive.
   I  continue on through the centuries,
Always alone in the darkness.

   I have no friends to share my life,
nor love to share my burden.
   
No ones sees me or knows I am there,
to them I am the wind.

   They see a candle flame flicker,
or a curtain blowing in the window.
   
Before they realize what is happening,
their heart stops beating forever.

   Human blood is the only thing that keeps me alive,
   I do not take it with pleasure, but only to survive.
   
I watch and wait in the shadows for a chance to take my prey.
   Choosin g my victim carefully I walk towards him very softly.

   I lure a man to his death deceiving  ;him with my mind,
   
I seize control over him then take away his life.
   
Never did he know what would befall him this night,
   
He came to me like in a dream without knowing he would die.

   I would trade this immortality at once,
if only I could have someone to love & them love me in return.
   
I want to embrace and love a man,
without the kiss of death upon my lips.

   The life of an immortal being is nothing without love.
   There can be no love without death's kiss in this immortal life.
   
Do not wish for an immortal life,
for with it comes a curse.

Countess Demetria
 
Adopt A Gargoyle!!
09.24.04 (1:01 am)   [edit]
I now have the Adopt-A-Gargoyle up on Gothic At Heart! Come take a look at the Gargoyles I have for you to adopt. Click on the left bar where it says Gothic At Heart, to Enter the site. I'll add more Gargoyles as I find them and add them to the page. Please place the adoption banner next to the Gargoyle you adopt and link the banner back to my site.

Let me know what you think.
Thank You.


Countess
 
Too Sick to work on site!
09.19.04 (8:02 pm)   [edit]

All weekend I have been in bed aching all over. I have a hard time sleeping because of the pain. When I do it is only for a short while before the pain wakes me up. I sure HOPE I am not getting the flu! 

I read that the flu vaccinations will be late getting to the Doctors offices and hospitals this year. It shoule be sometime in October when they come out. 

I don't have a fever but, sure do feel like a giant dog has taken me in his mouth and shook me like a rag doll. I don't think I have one joint that isn't hurting. Dang I can't lay down, sit, stand, or walk without hurting! This really____, well I will not say. 

Anyway sorry about the ranting about the way I feel. I said all that beause I was going to be working on the Gargoyle Adpotion page during the weekend. I just didn't feel up to it. I still don't. I will start on it as soon as I quit hurting and can get some sleep without pain!  

I can't think of anything else to say,. I guess my brain aches too, so I can't think! lol

I hope YOU have a great day or night!

Countess

 
Gargoyle Adoptions
09.17.04 (6:36 am)   [edit]
I have just spend all night working on getting some of the Gargoyles ready. I am Dead tired now, so I am going to go to bed now. I will be back tonight and work on making the Gargoyle Adoption page! So come back again reall soon and adopt a Gargoyle from Gothic At Heart! Thanks for stopping by!

Have A Bloody Good Day!

Countess
 
Guestbook and Gargoyles
09.16.04 (11:22 am)   [edit]
I am working on getting a guestbook up and running on the Gothic At Heart site. I hope it isn't too much trouble to set up and fix the way I want. I want it to look good not just the template that comes with it. I'll see how much work it is going to take to set it up.

After that I think I will work on the Gargoyles. I am going to have a Gargoyle Adoption. I absolutely LOVE Gargoyles! Especially the real stone kind on buildings! It may take me a while to get them all ready. Some are still stuck to the sides of buildings. I have to entice them to leave their guardian posts.

If you know of any really cool Gargoyles that you see on your
travels around the web get them to come over here. You can find my  e-mail in Haunted Mansion so you can e-mail me any gargoyles you might come across that look really good. I have my e-mail address on the Site Map. The link is on the side bar here.
If you have any ideas that you think would be good to have on the NEW Gothic At Heart site please let me know what you think. 
I also would
like any opinions on the site on how I can make it better.
Thank You for stopping by! Come again soon.

Have A Goulishly Great Day!

Countess
 
New Pages to Gothic At Heart Site!
09.11.04 (7:59 am)   [edit]
I have finally got a few pages up on my new Gothic site Gothic At Heart. I have a Banner Exchange page, Gothic Graphics, Horror Graphics, & Dark Fonts. The fonts are the ones that I use here in my blog. You can download them from that page so you can see the fonts that I use here in the blog. That is what I have so far. I will be adding more Gothic and Horror image pages. 

Keep a eye out on the site
to see what I add next. Let me know what you think of the pages I have made so far. It would be nice if you replied to this message if you read this. I would be thrilled if you did!
If you like this Blog tell your friends about it! I don't get many people looking at or leaving a message at my blog. Thanks.

Click on the link on the side bar to Enter Gothic At Heart!

Countess
 
Twistied Stickers
09.10.04 (1:02 pm)   [edit]

:twisted:  I have found a cool site that has some neat stickers for you to adopt. I have added some to the left side of the page under the award.


http://www.oddworldz.com/dgfaery/stickers.html" title="http://www.oddworldz.com/dgfaery/stickers.html" target="_blank"http://www.oddworldz.com/dgfa...


That is just the sticker page so go look at the whole site later. It is a cool site.I hope you you have a great day! I am taking a break from working on my site to play around on some other sites I found. lolAll Work and no Play makes the Fangs go dull. lol

Countess
  :twisted:

 
Away From Home
09.05.04 (6:31 am)   [edit]

Right now I am at my Moms. I spent the night with her and am going to my Grandpa's 81st birthday party today. I will be back sometime this evening. So far all I have been able to do on the new site is upload images.


The file manager is MUCH more difficult to understand than any other file manager I have ever had. So it will probably take me a while to get the hang of it. I can't click on anything to get the urls for the images or the page urls. So so far I just have the index page. I don't even have that completed since I have no page to link it to yet. I sure wish there were some tutuorials or help pages on how to work the things in this file manager.


Be back later. Countess

 



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